I’ve slowly realized there’s a lot I’ve been angry about, and that it’s not just specifically at a person, it’s more at circumstance. Many circumstances woven into a whole. As I open up to the truth of it I recognize myself a whole lot more. Me, a multi dimensional person, with a variety of always honest emotions, who has boundaries, and respects herself.
That’s all a work in progress right now but a definitively forward moving action.
There’s always a balance to self introspection. It’s the present. It’s reminding myself how loved you are, and how loved I am. How bright your light shines in my life, everyday, by putting the effort into the routine things because they matter. How you show me reliability, kindness, and loyalty. You demonstrate what love looks like, you don’t just say it. So as I deal with anger, boundaries, independence, allowing myself to stand up in strength again, I also remember with full clarity how lost I’d be without you.
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